I’m generally against rampant consumerism, but these days I find myself thinking about buying things a good deal more than I usually do. Apart from periods where I put myself on no spend challenges, I do tend to accumulate stuff. I bring in books, canning jars, kitchen gadgets, yarn, clothing, tools, bedding, and quite a few other things that have proven to be useful as I try to live a bit more sustainably. However, I also have a wish list as long as my arm that includes a variety of far more expensive items that are not so easily found secondhand: garden tools, clothes drying rack, pressure canner, grain mill, dehydrator, water filter, camp stove, and sun oven.
Lately, I’ve been feeling that I should use the resources that I have to go ahead and make these kind of purchases. The biggest one on my list is still some land – this is feeling like an increasingly pressing concern, but I’m not yet sure where or how given that my job status is somewhat up in the air and we’re not exactly settled. But for now, I also feel as though I should purchase some of the tools that will hopefully help to make life a bit more sustainable and a bit more secure both here in our little apartment and hopefully in the future when we have our own place.
The real driving thought, though, is that I don’t just want this for me. I see what I’m doing as acquiring resources at least for my family, if not for a village (as it were). My parents don’t really share many of my fears about where the world is headed, and my mother actively seeks to get rid of as much as possible. My husband is more understanding of my concerns, although doesn’t necessarily share them to the same degree. Many of my friends share similar concerns, but very few are actively making changes in their own lives. So when I buy reference books, canning jars, garden tools, or a pressure canner, I feel like I’m doing it not just for me, but for them as well. Knowing that they aren’t taking any steps on their own makes me feel that one of the most important things I can do is plan to help take care of them as best I can.
To be clear, I don’t think stuff is going to save us, and its certainly not going to do so on its own. I think we need community and knowledge far more than we need more things, but tools can help a lot, and good quality tools can be shared and used to do a lot of good for quite a few people. While there are certainly times when I just want to save every bit of money I possibly can, it seems to me that if I have the resources to buy tools that may prove to be helpful to a range of people it might just be worth spending a bit of money after all and taking up some of the space in my apartment to store them.
I also see these purchases as a way to hopefully become more self-reliant and to save a bit of money. A well-made clothes drying rack may be $100, but will save me $2.50 a load, plus the environmental costs. A pressure canner may approach $400, but if I can buy and can food when it’s inexpensive and have easy meals ready to go, that saves a lot of money on food and possibly even some time at dinner time. Good gardening tools aren’t that cheap, but they open up more opportunities for feeding ourselves and cutting down on grocery bills. And, the more money I save, the more there will be left to purchase more tools, or just to help others. While I want to do as much as possible for myself, I also want to be sure that I can take care of those I care about the most and help to foster the community and resilience that I suspect will become even more important in the future.